Tuesday, February 28, 2006
4:17 PM
It's such a fucking great day. I'm not exactly happy or feeling great, and my mom has to add salt to the injury and be such a fucking bitch about something so trivial. Thanks mom, really. You've brightened up my fucking day.
2:22 PM
Just listen to your heart, damn it. Is it so hard to get an answer from you? Just a yes or no, it's that simple. You used to love saying " anything" or " I dunnoe", why can't you give me a straight answer, just this one time. You don't have to feel bad, it doesn't fucking matter. I just want an honest answer. Yes. Or No.
Thanks for the past approximate 4 months.
Monday, February 27, 2006
9:36 PM
My Paper Heart by The All-American Rejects
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseach you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can
Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is, easiest when I am around you.
So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
Now a year has past
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseach you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can
Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer
Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down, and so do I into
the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me
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My paper heart bled.
The truth so fucking hurts.
And I'm still waiting for an answer.
Saturday, February 25, 2006
9:28 PM
I haven't blogged in a while. Hmm.. Common Tests suck, period. Finally, it's over, so here's a sigh of relief *sigh* xP P.S. Thanks to winston, who gave me 5 bucks for good chem marks. Cheerios!
Get well soon, Nicky. Looooonnngg story that started with a barbeque at East Coast on friday night. There were 11 of us. Imee, Sky, Boon, Jo, Nicole, Nicholas, Shearen, David, Abby, Sheldon. It was a great barbeque, everyone was having fun. 8 of them went to swim at about 8, Imee, Sky, Nicole, Nicholas, Shearen, David, Abby, Sheldon. They stayed at the shore area, screaming their heads off(Nicole, i think. She got tossed into the water unwillingly. Ahah. =x). Nicky, David and Sky went deeper until they couldn't touch the ground. That's when Nicky stepped on a "rock", and the "cut" was swelling and a bit painful. We didn't think it was much, just a scratch, and he wasn't complaining either. Yet, when they went to change, an hour later, Boon went halfway along the way to get them to hurry, cuz it was kinda late already, and he came back to the pit supporting Nicky. I was talking to Sky, so I didn't really notice what was happening. Then, he bent over on the chair. He was sweating really badly, and he was holding onto his leg and shaking and we freaked out. I only knew how much pain he was in when I told him to grab my hand if it hurt and he gripped it really hard and he was turning pale. At that time, we knew already that it was something else, not a rock. Luckily, Abby's parents were at East Coast. The plan was to get Nicky to a 24 hr clinic at Siglap. So, everyone walked to the car and Abby's parents, along with David, Shearen, Nicole and Nicky, went off first to the clinic. The rest of us tried to flag a cab. Then, Imee's brother called and said her mom had sprained her hip. >.< Omgg.. So Imee called a cab and went back. Abby's father came back to fetch Sky, Justin, Abby and I. The clinic was closed, so they sent him to East Shore's A & E. All they did for him was to give him a painkiller jab and they left him there on the bed. His description of the pain was " on fire and a million needles sticking in". Yet, he was laughing when we were in the room. The whole gang was in one tiny room and we were telling jokes. The doctor thought he was alright already cuz he was laughing but he said the pain had not subsided at all. We asked the doc if it was poisonous and all he said was " there arent many poisonous creatures in singapore waters so i don't think so". Doctors dont say " I don't think so", they make a diagnosis damn it.
Nicky was warded. Still is. We all went home, but Sky came back after a shower and Nicole came at 6am. Imee came at 8, I came at 9. David came awhile later. I brought the chocoholic a box of chocolates, of which Nicole tried to steal, the whole box that is. It was pretty fun, like a chalet, in a medical kind of way. There was alot of food. Nicole and I got fascinated with the snack machine and kept on slotting coins in and just buying chips etc. We bought like 10 packets. Haha. His uncle, aunts, and brother came at about 10 plus to see him. It was damn crowded. I think Nicky was the only patient with so many visitors. ^^ But they left after a while. Then after, Abby, Sheldon and Weiru came at about 12plus. Wanfong and Shearen came at about 1 plus. His grandparents, Sis and Bro came but didn't stay either. THEN, lucky him, from a ward for 4, he got upgraded to a ward for 2 for free. There, it was more than a chalet than ever. Everyone was joking and laughing, and Nicky was quite awake. The sodium chloride bag became his lifeline. Everytime go toilet, must bring the thing. Lol. Hwee Kiat actually came, when it didn't seem like he would. Oh, the thing that stung him was apparently a stone fish. I thought they were deadly, thank god i thought wrong. That period of an hour would have killed him. Ahah, then he had to soak his feet in hot water for an hour, so he had to sit in the toilet for an hour lol. Nicole got high and started saying stupid things and doing stupid things from Pink Panther. Nicole and I left at about 4.30+. I fell asleep when I got home. Nicole returned at about 8 -.- Crazy girl.. Sky's getting some sleep before returning to the hospital. He'll be discharged on Monday. Get well soon, Nicholas. >.<
Saturday, February 18, 2006
2:44 PM
This is a reminder to all. Common Test is next week, damn it. You shouldn't be on the com right here, right now. Go study, get good grades and then laugh into your parents' face. (:
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
5:38 PM
Today was a pretty suprising day for me. I am like super blur la.. Only today I was told by Jonathan that I got chosen as a CCA Leader for the Sec 2 cohort camp, along with people I know like Lynette, Abby, Weiru, Wanfong, Weirong. It's like, amazing that I got picked. I was assuming it'll be someone more worthy, as I cannot deny the fact that I haven't been very committed to my CCA =x
AND, the 'best' part is I have a total of 3 camps, this March. My March is B-U-R-N-E-D. Leadership Training Camp, Sec 2 Cohort Camp, Drama Camp. T_T I don't think my energy nor clothes can take that much. Bah.. but the camp seems like it's gonna be a lot of fun. So I'll look on the bright side now.
Sec twos this year have better conditioned camp grounds. This new campsite, Raffles Marina, is so much more modernised than Sarimbun! Sarimbun is just some old kampong with nothing but lots of mud, lots of puddles, lots of ants etc. etc. This Raffles Marina looks like some sort of resort or club with a campsite. But, Raffles might not be more fun than Sarimbun. After all, it was the muddy water we swum in, and the muddy grounds we slept on that made it fun. (:
Random*I need to overcome my fear of the dark and creepy supernaturals or I'll freak myself out at these camps. T_T
Sunday, February 12, 2006
2:28 PM
Friday
Went out with Nicole, Shearen, David, Jo, Nicholas and Sky. Went to watch Fun with Dick and Jane at Suntec. It's a weird show. It's not very funny, although when you watch it with Jo it becomes very funny because she laughs where she's not supposed to, and doesnt laugh when everyone else is. The show had a very abrupt ending, so that kinda sucked.
Destination - CANDY EMPIRE. If you gave me $100 to spend there, you would have made Donna a very very very happy girl. Candy Empire is Haven. (: I bought the Ooze Toobz candy and a Wonka Bar - Mud Sludge. Yayness. Oh and I bought Nicky one too. I came home at 7.30 when I was supposed to be back by 7 and my parents weren't home. 30 mins later, my dad walked in with a very black face. T_T When my dad has a very black face, you do not mess with him. You just wish you could disappear and never see that facial expression again. He was in a hurry, cuz he was late for work already, so he just ignored me. Which, in my case, is worse than him not saying anything. Cuz when he comes back, he might do something drastic. He's coming back on tuesday, on v. day. That might mean I can't go out that day. *Fingers crossed* I hope I'm damn wrong about the last part.
Saturday
Committee Training is a waste of time. One whole Saturday burned by some guy who can't control a class. Actually, it's kinda funny that we, as " student leaders" aka committee members, don't even listen to him =x He always tells us to be back at this time after breakfast, lunch, tea break, but everyone always comes in late. This course had too many breaks. If we didn't have so many breaks we could have gone home at what, 2 plus? But no, Vincent Tan, the in-charge, had to stuff us with gross food in 3 intervals in the duration of 7hr30mins.T_T It was so boring you could just die.
Went to Parkway after the stupid training with Jillene, Darence and Gary. Haha, Gary needed help buying a v. day present for *censored*. Darence needed to buy one for *censored* too. Funny how they don't want people to know who they like. Met Brandon(ex-naps) and Darren(ex-naps too) buying tickets at the sistic booth. Gary and Darence, in the end bought Perlini's silver necklace and bracelet for those two special people they adored. They also bought Jillene a big turtle from Isetan cuz Jillene liked it and thought it was cute. Haha.
Sunday
Did some stuff till 4 in the morning. I think my eyes are blood-shot, and my fingers hurt like hell. But, at least, I finished it this morning. (: I am a no-lifer, I like to stay at home and watch MTV all day and eat. I like to lock myself in my room and cry too. Don't you just love my life?
P.S. Two Days.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
6:46 PM
I hate Mildred Yap, I swear. She is so biased, so against me. Just because she doesn't like me. Are teachers supposed to behave that way? She told our class that we weren't very bright, that my attitude sucks, and now, FOR NO F***ing RHYME OR REASON, she changed my place. I changed back, I'm not gonna listen to what she says. IT'S PREJUDICE.
Had geog test today.I was so tempted to write " Mildred Yap, you suck ; Haha," then leave the test blank. But decided against it cuz I don't want detention cuz of that b****. I'll just fail and show her what a bad teacher she is. Hopefully, she'll resign.
Monday, February 06, 2006
7:34 PM
Ever been in a situation where you've already accepted the fact that that something you dreaded was going to happen, and was prepared for it. Hold and behold, it wasn't what you excepted, but unexpected, in a good sense and in a happy sort of way. Doesn't that make you feel like it's a load off your mind? Well, I did and I'm just glad it didn't happen even when I thought about it for some time.
School has killed me. I'm suffering from an illness called school-ism. Symptoms are nausea, sore throat, flu and plenty of hatred. I had that during English and E Maths and wanted to go home. BUT NO, Tan Kee Hoe wouldn't let me. He just made me sleep at the sick bay, where it was freaking cold.
Funny juniors came up with this conversation:
Boy 1(on upper deck) : Oh shit, I need to fart.
Boy 2(sprained ankle) : Then fart lar. -.-
Boy 1 : Then the smell leh?
Boy 2 : Aiya, nvm lar. I can tahan.
Boy 1 : Then the girl(me) leh?
Boy 2 : She's sleeping lar.
Boy 1 : Sure not? Can't see.
Boy 2 : Wait, lemme check.
I sit up on the bed.
Boy 2 :(Leans out and looks) Oh wait, she's not sleeping.
Boy 1 : Alamak.
I stayed at sick bay for an hour and missed chinese. Yay. Only sucky thing that happened for that day was when I forgot to bring my geog file. Mildred Yap - " If you didn't bring your file, you know very well that you should leave the classroom. Your attitude just sucks, Donna. Always not coming to extra classes and always not paying attention." That pissed me off like F***. Jasmine didn't bring her file either, but did she make any smart comment on Jasmine? NO. I hate you, Mildred.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
9:29 PM
I was bored. Period.
Yo mama so fat she was floating in the ocean and Spain claimed her as the new world.
Yo mama so fat she goes to a resturant, looks at the menu and says "okay!"
Yo mama so fat that when she tripped over on the 4th Ave, she landed on 12th.
Yo mama so fat when she plays hopscotch, she goes New York, L.A., Chicago...
Yo mama so fat she fell and made the Grand Canyon.
Penny was a hard working, conscientious girl, who lived on her own. Her dream in life was to go on an ocean cruise around the world. So she scrimped, and she saved, and she saved, and she scrimped until finally, one day, she had enough money to go on her ocean cruise. She booked passage on a cruise liner - first class all the way... The cruise started off in a grandiose scale, dancing and parties every night. But Penny was a cautious girl, so she never drank, but just danced the night away.
One night, after they had been at sea for a week, Penny was walking back to her cabin, when the heel on her left shoe broke throwing her off balance. If that wasn't enough, the ship chose that moment to tilt to the left. As a result, Penny was thrown overboard. A hue and a cry were immediately raised, and after about five minutes they found Penny. Hauling her aboard, the ship's crew realized that it was too late, poor Penny was dead.
Normally, they would have done a burial at sea, but as I said before, Penny was a very conscientious girl, and had written a will. In it, she specified that she wished for her body to be cremated, and kept in a jar on her parent's fireplace mantel. Her wishes were fulfilled, which just goes to show you that a Penny saved is a Penny urned.
8:25 PM
Today was a fun day(not being sarcastic)! Went to watch I Not Stupid Too with Imee, Boon, and Boon's friends. :D At first wanted to go Tampines, then changed to Cathay cine, then changed to Plaza Sing.
Haha, bus ride to PS was funny. Imee and I were sitting across this really cute and chubby infant. Imee was hungry, as was I. We were looking at the baby. Imee thought it was fat. Then, she started thinking barbaric thoughts. Cannibalism man. She wanted to eat the poor baby. She eyed the poor baby and gritted her teeth. I feel sorry for the lil baby, so traumatized. The baby frowned at her, HAHA. Then, he/she(sorry couldn't tell) smiled at me! (:
Went to PS but tickets were selling out too fast. So in the end, went to Cine. Lol, big hooha. I Not Stupid Too rocks! Everyone laughed, everyone said "Lame", everyone cried. At least almost everyone I hope. Justin Boon cried, or teared at least! Not mocking him though, just a bit suprised. The show is really good, as justin said, " because we can relate to it". SO TRUE. Especially the nagging part >=] In one ear and out the other! Thank gawd parents don't read blogs.
After the movie, walked to PS again haha. Then went to a couple of music stores before Imee had to leave for Church and I left with her because it'll be weird if i stick with Boon and his friends. Joel has a Kit Min look, his brother perhaps? Haha.
Thanks Imee and Boon for asking me outtt today. (:
Sooooo, nine more days? Anyone got any plans? I'm sure you do, have fun. If not, ASK ME OUT if it's a group thing. ^^
Friday, February 03, 2006
10:23 PM
TGIF!:D Friday rocks, cuz school ends early! Less agony and suffering. Three cheers! Today wasn't a good day for one of my classmates, Pei Xuan. Poor girl, she scraped both knees while playing captain's ball. Ow, she was brave though. Cleaning her wounds. I would have screamed and cursed and swore. But all she did was tear a lil, brave girl.
Jasmine and Jo came to my house today, cuz they so conveniently ponned their remedial chinese. Ag6-ers ah.. haiis.. no hope lar. Did you know that JIA HENG is an ag3 for Chinese? I'm like shocked. =x DEAR Jasmine left her phone in school. She left it beside Jo's bag cuz Jo went to take something from the remedial and Jasmine left with me in my parents' car. Luckily, Jo saw the phone. Otherwise, I think it would be her.. hmm.. nope I lost count of how many stuff she's lost.
Watched Memoirs of A Geisha while eating lunch. Lol, showed Jasmine the famous " Torn" Mime act, with Jo at the side trying to do the same but ending up laughing at herself, hmm. JO TELLS VERY LAME JOKES. I knew Jo was lame, but I never knew how much. Now I know. And I'm speechless. Are you reading this, Jo?
Jo : How do you put an elephant into a fridge?
Me : Huh.. Can meh? I dunnoe, how?
Jo : You just put it in. The fridge is big enough.
Me : -.-
Jo : How do you put a giraffe into the fridge?
Me : ...
Jo : Dunnoe?
Jasmine : You take the elephant out and put the giraffe in.
Me : (WTF)
Jo : How do you put a rabbit into the fridge?
Me : You take the giraffe out and put the rabbit in?
Jasmine : Wrong, there's enough space so there's no need to take the giraffe out.
Me : Omg..
Jo : Lion King held a meeting for all the animals. Who didn't make it to the meeting?
Me : The elephant, giraffe and rabbit?
Jo : The giraffe and the rabbit. They're still in the fridge.
Me : (High blood pressure)
Jo : If we were in a jungle standing in front of a crocodile-filled lake, and there was a fire behind, how would you cross it?
Me : If it has crocs.. how to cross..
Jo : Just swim across. The crocodiles are still at the meeting.
Me : F*** that's LAME.
Worse Joke of the Day -
Jo : What do Jasmine and a clock have in common?
Me : I dunnoe..
Jo : Rabbit.
Me : WHAT.. What has rabbit got to do with jasmine and a clock..
Jo : Ask me why, ask me why.
Me : Why?
Jo : My joke my answer.
[ This joke was followed by the murdering of Jo's soul.]
Now you know. You should then procceed to laugh at Jo and not the jokes she told. If you are currently laughing at the joke, you are on par with Jo and I congratulate you.
